In this case study I have written almost verbatim, the client’s recording of her lives, the people in that life and this life today and the reasons from those lives.
“I’m young, fourteen years old, scarred lost, I feel trapped and can’t breathe, my arms are weighted down, I feel buried”.
Removing the client from the first scene but going back in the same life time to before the incident, we started again.
“There is a fight, big men frightening someone I care about, it’s really confusing, there is so much anger”.
Taking the client even further back in the same lifetime to a happier memory we begin.
“It is the day of my Holy Communion, mum is tidying my shirt, I’m seven years old”. Enquiring of his name he recoils “she calls me Petal, always has, I don’t know my real name”.
“We live on the outskirts of London in a comfortable house. My dad has a respectable job, mum is so proud of him. There are two more brothers in the family, one older and one younger than me, and a baby that died.
My mother in that life is Ruth today, my older brother is my uncle in this life. My younger brother is Jaden in this life and Pops (father) is not here in my life today. He works in a lawyer’s office, not a lawyer but well respected. Closing that scene, we move forward in the same lifetime.
I’m twelve now and playing with a friend Elsie who I know from school. There are others around, but I only have eyes for Elsie, we are playing, being naughty and having fun.”
Now back to the scene where we began the regression.
“I’m fourteen and back in the darkness, something happened to dad. Bad people came, they killed him and think I am dead, so they have buried me too. They tried to pay my dad with a bribe, but he refused. I did my best, I couldn’t beat them off, I’m buried alive.
Mum is searching for us, I am calling her spirit, I tell her I am still alive. She is going around asking people for clues, but they are too scarred, my mum won’t give up. Eventually someone tells her, and she heads to the woods with our dog. It is autumn and I am deep in the wood weighted down and smothered in leaves. She frees me.
My dad’s employer paid for us to move to the country and they provide mum with an allowance for her troubles.”
Closing that scene, we move forward to another significant time in the same lifetime.
“I’m forty years old now and in hospital, my wife is having a baby, it’s a boy, Jack, after my father. My wife is called Sheila, I don’t like her name, but she has a good soul. I have four girls too, they are with their grandmother at the moment. We live in Scotland on the west coast, a place beginning with A.
Sheila is my sister Lucy in this life, Jack is not present today. My girls are happy for me but also sad, they knew I always wanted a boy and I instantly change how I feel about them and over the years have caused them much sadness though I didn’t mean to.
Amalia, who is very cross with me, is fourteen and not in my life today. Beth is eleven years old and is Amy-Lee today. Sarah who is seven years old is my niece Darcy and Ruth who is four years old is not in my life today.”
We move forward in the same life to another time.
“I’m sixty years old now and feel trapped like the boy I was, I’m in bed with my wife by my side, Amelia and Sarah are with her, the children are in the kitchen. I’m sick, the weakness being my lungs, damaged when I was buried. It is time for me to leave.
Dad has come to collect me and takes my hand, we are going up to the Soul Realm, the air sparkles with light and we are approaching a green hill but much brighter and deep in colour that I can describe.
I sense lots of other souls around me but can’t see them, an Elder Guide approaches me, he looks like a wizard, he’s come to inform me of my next task. I have to go straight back down!!”
Message from the Elder
We are here to raise the consciousness of humanity. It is a great task and that is why there are so many. It is now time, don’t be scarred for we are great in strength and number. It is our task to go back and make the earth green again, there has been such destruction on the planet, we are to plant trees and re=connect with mother earth. The path will not be easy, there will be darkness but know in your hearts that you will shine through.
From here I ask permission to speak with the inner self to conduct a body scan. This is to assist me in clearing old memories (energy) trapped in the body that no longer serves us.
Fingertips of left hand and palm – there is numbness and darkness held here. The client alters her voice as the energy connects with her voice to speak to me and it soon apparent, I am in dialogue with an entity. “I do not wish to leave. I help her by supressing her femininity and cause her weakness. She needs to believe like me that girls are not valued.
My name is Peter, I wanted a boy because you are ridiculed as not being a man if you don’t have a boy. I loved my girls so much and was sorry inside, but I was made to look weak and impotent of strength.”
Entities are soul energy that has not gone to spirit. They mean no harm but can impose their anxieties and beliefs on a client, it was time to release Peter. Using several techniques, he was ready to be re-united with his girls.
Peter’s message to client – she is a wonderful woman and I am sorry for filling you with doubt.
Client’s message to Peter – It is time. Thankyou for releasing me, go with love.
Back of head – The Inner Self informed me the pain energy was from being bashed on the head in a previous life when she was called Sofi. She lived in England in 1848 with a drunken husband and she foolishly stayed out of love for him, but he beat her to death, though he loved her.
The pain is to remind her not to move forward in relationships for fear of violence. It provides doubt, self-criticism and self-blaming. Her children were left without a mother, and all for a man. We released the memory and filled the head with intuition.
Crick in the neck – A voice spoke loudly “I am reminding her to keep her mouth shut, she has a deep past life memory and ruined my life”
I enquired as to the nature of the energy speaking to me. “I am her Gremlin that is all you need to know. She fucked us all over and exposed us, she was too honest.”
He had lived alongside the client for three lifetimes. “I can make her shut up, she thinks she has a voice, but at the last minute I shut her up. She was the reason my mum drowned. My mum was normal, it was her that was the witch, she ruined it for all the women.”
In releasing the curse of long ago I asked the child to talk to his mother. “You should leave the lady alone, it was not her fault but the times, lay down your forgiveness to her and the people that persecuted the withes.”
Gremlin child to client – I am so sorry, I was lost and hurt.
Client to Child – You are forgiven.
On release of the old energy I filled the void with bravery.
After the body scan and clearing I answer a list of questions put to me by the client and the Inner Self provides the answers.
1 fear – dealt with during the session
2 Helen – she was her daughter in another life, she will come back when she is ready.
3 Parents – chosen for what they could teach her. Her mum loves her very much and has a bright spirit light. Unfortunately, she was too much of a woman for her generation, society, husband and father, they dampened her light. I am helping her to open up share her voice in her writing with her mother, we send the angels and the unicorns from time to time in her sleep to provide her comfort.
4 Friends Julie and Carl – Julie has been with her most of her lifetimes, they are part of the same whole and support each other.
Carl is there to test Julie, she doesn’t want to learn her lessons of speaking her truth and bring her confidence forward. He makes her doubt herself, her lesson is to trust herself.
My lesson is to keep out of the bloody way and trust in the relationship I have with people, it is perfect the way it is.
5 Melony – she is a mother from a past life, therefore they bond so. We have heaven on earth to create and we are making the world by healing the woman. Melony’s job is to heal women, the client’s job is to heal the children.
She is on the right path with the work she is doing but school is not for ever. I ask that she checks in with us more by using meditation and music to connect with us. She needs to trust and surrender and express clearly and loudly………..and fearlessly. In doing this she will release all patterns that no longer serve her.
She has been looking for you for a long time and we will be meeting again, thank you for your work today.