This session turned out to be a Spiritual past life journey about the enduring caustic effect of betrayal. The client visited several past lives, and released memories of those past lives that no longer serve her today.
Lucy came to me through a friend who suggested Regression to find answers to several psychological and health issues, not least of which were persistent, painful, headaches.
After making herself comfortable, and gradually allowing herself to drift into an hypnotic state, she spoke of herself as a young girl of eight, wearing clogs playing outside. The period was the late 19th Century.
She went by the name of Jessy. Looking around her surroundings it was day time, and she was on her way home. We followed her home to find she lived in a stone building. It was very basic with a chairs, table, and fire.
Her mother was outside at the back of the house, working. We made our way to her mother. Jessy was anxious as to what her mother’s mood would be. She was pleased to find her happy. She connected with her mother through their eyes, the windows to their souls. That connection brought immediate comfort, but Jessy informed me that her mother in that life was not relevant in her life today. Her father worked away as a manual labourer.
Closing the scene of that day ,but staying in the same life, we moved forward – and she found herself in an old hospital. She was 19 years old and working as a nurse. She was working as a nurse, in sparse, cold, austere, surroundings, but enjoyed her job, with no time for romance outside of working hours. The hospital was in Germany taking WW1 casualties from the front line.
She worked under the Matron for whom she had enormous respect and love. Finding her, she instantly spiritually connected with her soul. In this life she was her grandmother today and she rejoiced to discover that they have shared lives together before.
Closing that scene, we travelled to another episode in that lifetime when something important and significant was happening to her.
She was in her 40’s and found herself in hospital, but this time she was sick and dying from fever, a malady from which she knew she would not recover. Before she transitioned, detaching from pain and discomfort, I asked her to gently lift herself out of her body, allowing her soul to be free to go anywhere she chose.
It is usually at this time that someone or something makes themselves known to collect her. Looking up Jessy could see a bright white light energy coming towards her, it fused with her soul to lifting it free from the pain of earthly cares. Jessy felt happy to be in the energy of the light as we drifted into the soul realm to find her soul group, soaking up this beautiful white energy.
She found herself in a corridor of doors.
Walking down the corridors she instinctively understood what lay behind each door. She found herself drawn to one in particular. A big wooden door with a cross on it. She stepped forward to push the door open to find herself in an empty old church.
She was there because it is where she needed to be, this was her home. Walking around the church she saw nuns wearing white habits, with sombre, stern and quiet demeanours. She was comfortable with that, it made her feel at ease. Walking around the church Jessy described wooden benches, a rood screen, stone floor, cloisters, two corridors, one to the left and one to the right as ambulatories and the sanctuary. The cloisters led to the sleeping accommodation with single rooms reinforcing the need for silence. Speaking was forbidden.
Her purpose for being there was pious contemplation and reflection, to connect with God, in spirit, not in words, and to find tranquillity in so doing. Church was the vehicle through which she found the Divine.
I thanked her for sharing her experiences with me, but I wanted to help her find out more – thus I asked permission if I could speak to her inner self. She agreed and the Inner Self manifested itself.
“Thank you for sharing today with us, for us to work with Lucy. I want to start at the top of her head, going through the body as if administering an x ray scan, searching for shadows, entities, attachments – anything that I can help her deal with.”
As I started working my way down, her Inner Self spoke of pressure on the brain – at the right-hand side of the head. Placing my hand to the head, I asked that the pressure in the brain connected with my hand and gave voice to its cause so that we could find out how we could help today.
Q. “How long have you been there” – A. “Many life times” – It was a dark energy, causing fear, it came from a past life and deep trauma. As I was there to work and release as much negative energy as possible we travelled to when the fear first began.
Inner self spoke of Lucy in the 15th Century, a male, on horseback then on foot, on a battle field, with many compatriots in England, she was a Knight. As the battle raged he sensed that the tide had turned against them, and that he was about to be overwhelmed.
We followed the scene, with reverent respect, he knew he was about to die. He fought with sword and a shield but as they were over run he was disarmed and fought with his bare hands in a desperate bid to survive. But the numbers were too great and he was knocked to the ground, prostrate, defenceless, and helpless. He looked up to lock eyes with his executioner.
To his horror he realised that the man poised to deal the fatal blow was an old dear friend, who was fighting for the opposing side. No quarter could be asked or given in this struggle for survival. His friend lunged down, piercing the Knight through his left side gouging his stomach and bowels.
I asked why the pressure was in her head if she had been stabbed in her stomach? The anguish of betrayal came the reply, an agony and trauma far greater than any physical pain. The psychological impact was profound for lifetimes to follow. Fear of betrayal demanded a solitary existence both as a man and a woman, he neither fathered children as a man, or bore them as a woman, such was the level of distrust for others.
I suggested that the pain of betrayal had lingered for long enough and hat it was time that it was lifted, and its manifestation as pain in her head was removed, Inner Self agreed.
As I placed my hand on the right hand side of the head I asked Archangel Michael and his disciples to come forward, to gather together, to remove this pain and create a beautiful ring of protection in its place.
Lucy acquiesced to what was required. Allowing the pressure to soak into my hand I asked the shadow and negativity to be drawn into my hand as if it was magnetic, as if all the negativity and anguish were metal filaments drawn to my palms.
It was a slow painstaking process, so deeply embedded and entrenched was the angst. I asked Arch angel Michael to shine his bright sword to lighten up the area, to lift the negative energy and sweep through the body to disconnect the negative thoughts and shadows and be drawn into my hand, cutting them loose. The angst was reluctant to leave, but eventually we succeeded, drawn wholly into my hand which I offered up to the universe for light to accompany it on its journey home.
In its place Lucy asked for confidence symbolised by the colour red. Archangel Michael formed a ring with his disciples and me, linking together, getting stronger, using me as a conduit, to pour into her body total confidence and the symbolic colour red as I placed my hand on her head. With the job completed our celestial assistance left, leaving behind an aura of calm and rebirth.
With her body at peace then I asked her Inner Self the questions that Lucy had given me prior to the regression.
Job – She was in the wrong job – caring would suit her – she needs to look locally.
Home – she feels unsettled in her existing home because she loved a previous one. It wasn’t the house, it was her. I asked that the inner self work with her in her dream state, to connect with her mind – to calm her mind. To remind her that everything passes. She would move from this home in due course.
Relationship – She thinks she is better on her own, but the inner self thought she was not. This need for solitude had lasted many lifetimes, but we had rid her of the negative energy of the betrayal. It now benefited her to be in a relationship. She had experienced the highs and lows of solitude, now it was time for he to experience the joys of companionship, trust and togetherness.
How can she find someone? She knows them already? She does not need to spend time looking beyond, but to look at where she is differently.
She needs to stop fighting with others and herself. She needs to accept herself and be happy with herself, or how can others accept her? She will no longer need to fear upsetting others, if others see that she is at peace with herself.
Spiritual connection – she should do more of everything spiritual, she knows what she needs to do, to work with her mind, to surrender to what she is instead of trying to resist and question it.
Health – With her attachment removed, everything will improve, but she needs to focus on meditation to ensure that all the voids left by the negative yellow energy are filled and nurtured with the red energy of confidence which was now pulsing through her body.
I called on Archangel Raphael to deliver the next stage in the transformation initiated by Archangel Michael. To softly to work on her body to imbue a sense of freedom and peace of mind, to remove any remaining yellow lingering from Archangel Michael’s administration of red confidence. Now he added blue and placed blue light energy from his hands, all over her body soaking the residue of the colour yellow with his powerful blue, an alchemy which produced a luscious pastoral green bringing peace, fertility and abundance.
It became apparent that our time together was drawing to a close and her Inner Self had to take their leave.
Is there a message for Lucy? – she needs to more work on herself, more for herself and not for others, to be ostensibly a little bit more selfish, but actually to ensure that by helping herself she is better placed to help others.
Then I asked Lucy to breathe very deeply, drawing the world in when inhaling, and letting it flow out upon exhaling delivering a sense of serenity and completeness.
I asked her to imagine that all of her negative thoughts were on the pages of a book, then that she should reach out and close those pages, and place the book to one side, consigning them and it, to the past forever, out of the way, out of mind, out of sight.
The inner self thanked me for working with them today and departed.
Slowly, lazily, dreamily, Lucy came around, astonished at what she had experienced, voicing a profound sense of euphoria, relief and well-being upon her return to full consciousness.
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