[cs_content][cs_section parallax=”false” style=”margin: 0px;padding: 45px 0px;”][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column bg_color=”hsl(0, 10%, 94%)” fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”2/3″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Sharmaine was a grandmother in her sixties looking for answers? Her husband had died recently from a long illness, the family weary and friends were far and few between.
She described herself as floating around, her vision was blurred. She sensed he colour blue and purple around her, which was providing her peace and warmth.
On looking around she saw her mother and husband were there to greet her. Her mother spoke to her in a soft tone and asked her to go to the temple and celebrate the birthdays with milk and rice to bless the family and their connection to spirit.
Her husband talked to her of peace now within her life, that she did a good job and it is now her time. To stop crying over things, it was just a task they planned to do together, and to stay away from his family, they were no good for her or their family, she was to keep clear from them.
Charlie the dog that was brought into her life was there to look after her, to stay around and absorb the negative energy that came into the house and put it in the garden. To protect her by altering the vibration in the house.
She then moved on to a different life. A male greeted her to this life and showed her a life of living in mud house, somewhere warm to the point it was parched and desolate. On looking around there was no grass, no trees, like a desert without the sand, and a silence in the air as if death was around the corner.
The male took her with him on a walk around the village, he was upset and was looking for a girl.
More than looking, searching. We came to a clearing and there she sat working, a beautiful young woman that held his heart. He then passed Sharmaine over to me to carry on with the story.
She explained that she was sad and empty. She was Sharmaine in a past life, so troubled, her brothers were refusing her love to grow, they rejected their match and made her empty and sad inside. Her brothers were steadfast in their decision, it was never going to happen.
The male she loved went by the name of Kabir and was in his late 20’s but she did not recognise him in this life.
We closed that scene and went to another life where she was above the earth, in the universe in a place viewing some pictures on the wall but she couldn’t see them clearly. She mentioned an ornament there to the side of her.
And a chill in her spine as she viewed the pictures as they came to life, like watching a movie of what was happening. I asked why she felt anxious, she replied they are changing me and putting a chip in my spine, it began to vibrate and change her energy, she did not like this, became agitated and didn’t want to stay and moved on to another time.
She transported herself up into the universe and felt very buoyant with observing eyes and shadows around her. Agitated again, she became uncomfortable and asked to leave.
She then found herself in a beautiful place outdoors with the warmth of the sun around her and trees rustling their leaves in the summer breeze. She was now a child of 5 years old, happy and free, no worries, just living in the moment, so happy.
She talked of her mother close by, the same mother today, and her father, the same father, but happy and free and generous and loving. Her father was pushing her on a ride, her name was Stinda.
She informed me that although she had not gone to school prep she was tested and found to be clever beyond her years and was awarded a place with the ones that had been training for 2 years.
She moved forward in this life to a time when she was thirteen years old playing badminton with her friends, Navdej, Surjid and Nirmal in India, they were competing for a trophy. Then she lost sight of that life and moved on, or back, she could not tell.
Surrounded by a light energy she travelled in thought back to the mud huts and the mountains, no grass, but comfortable in how she felt. She had no husband, or family, just part of the group. She became elated and bliss dressed her face as she smiled and put her hands out as if to capture the moment. I asked her what was happening.
She described the scene of walking through the village in the heat and tranquillity and found herself drawn to the music. She talked of a little boy sat on a log playing the flute and it filled her with love. He was tending sheep and goats. He was just a village boy filling his time with responsibility put on him by his family and found music helped to balance him. The flute was drawing her in.
She closed that scene and moved on.
Anxious and worried, her hands pulling her hair she called out for her mother in tears of despair.
Finding herself the victim and survivor of a plane crash, she described how she just stood there, dazed and in shock, not understanding. But she knew her mother was dead and was looking for her, to say goodbye. She described herself as wearing a sky-blue dress and her hair in pigtails, but distraught and lonely because no one survived, there was no one there for her and she felt empty and alone.
We closed that scene and moved on. To a life as Sharmaine in India, a strong and vibrant Sharmaine, confident and independent. She was fifteen years old and away at college working on economics, politics and English, she worked hard and loved those subjects, especially economics.
Her parents, daddy J would play jokes with her as a child, he loved her so much. He would ask her to look for things or go and fetch something and when she came back to the table her father had hidden her food. Her mother was gentle, graceful but all knowing in a sense she could not describe other than she was peace in a person that touched everyone around her.
Sharmaine stretched her body out and then held up her hands and declared that she could see now. That her mother was an evolved spirt in the realms of the universe and she didn’t need to come back down to earth again. But she heard of a contract being formed by two evolved souls that wanted to come back to earth to complete their tasks. It was a hard lesson for the pair and she talked to them about it in the haven of the soul realm but they still insisted that they were going to follow their instincts.
On hearing this and knowing the path was arduous her mother decided to make that journey with them and came back to earth as an earth angel in the form of her mother.
Her mother wrapped her wings around Sharmaine, filling her with the love she needed, the comfort and protection, just enough to stop her gong over to the light, so she could carry on with her lesson, to be there for her family and to work with one of her sons, to make his path smoother. As he had seen too much in this life, and she wanted to calm the way so he could move forward with a family and life that meant something to him.
Talking with the inner self
Her inner self described the pains in her body, falls, aches in her head and hips.
I asked that we deal with one thing at a time. Despite the list of aches and pains above she went straight to the heart. She had built anger in there. I brought the anger up to her throat so I could talk to the energy and find out where it had come from.
She began to cry like a young child, sobbing and apologising for the energy, then she passed her voice over to the energy to speak to me. It was very sorry and frightened and scared. Not of Sharmaine but the person that sent them. They spoke of violence in between sobs. Digging deeper they insisted that they were not violent but the person that sent them was.
It was found to be her sister in law that was angry and full of hate and insecurity that didn’t want Sharmaine to outshine her, so she sent an intention that Sharmaine feel her pain.
The entity was deeply sorry for being there and asked if it was time now, that they be allowed to go. We worked on moving towards the light and I offered my hand in support. They grasped my hand and said hurriedly” take me now”. We moved towards the light drawing her forwards and then there was silence, she was gone.
The pain in her hips was from an old injury of a past life when she was full of anger about herself and would lash out at others. In a fit of temper and not knowing which way to turn she used force to gain an advantage but someone else came in at the last minute to guide her away from violence and they hit back, which they transferred back to Sharmaine in the form of pain and discomfort.
Sharmaine expressed her sorrow for her actions, and I offered to take it away and fill the void with love and forgiveness.
Her knee was next on the agenda, the left knee was from a past life, when she was a child she was injured and fell on her legs.
At the end of the session her mother returned with blessings and love and her husband filled her with power and strength. They gave a message to Sharmaine that some close friends were there to help her, as they had in the past.
They had many life time’s together, sometimes they needed her, this time she needed them.
They were from the same soul group and had always played roles of friendship, detached but there just in case they were needed.
Her inner self gave her a message of strength and reassurance. To follow her own path now as her life was about to change, and it was no longer a requirement that she be there to assist others. To use the power within her, which project from her hands and mind acting as one we call Reiki.
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